Yes..... I snapped!! I am not proud of it but within me, I know I am 'dragging' myself despite maintaining a happy disposition.
I have always been an optimistic person and I know there will be things not within my control BUT I ask myself, why do I need a 'validation' to do what's right?
I just want to embrace life, bring love to everyone around me but yet, I have this lump in my throat and constantly harbouring fear.
What's wrong with me??? Why am I 'living in fear'?
Have I changed my preference to suit everyone?
In that process, did I 'hurt' my soul?
This day I snapped, I snapped at myself and I think I don't need a 'validation' from anyone.
Sorry if this is not a cheery post but I guess it has been long overdue.
